WTF!?

Why am I still thinking and crying about you?? DAMN IT!!!!

I'm alright... I believe..

I'm starting to feel better about things.. Not so much bitter.. Now to get on with school and such..

If I would have known...

I wouldn't have come down...

Lemme reiterate...

Find some assholes, let them treat you like shit, realize 'He treated me so good for those 10 days he was here...', realize you fucked up and that I'm making someone happy who deserves it.... bitch

I'm ok...

I'm ok and starting to come to terms with it.. But I hope the fuck she starts dating assholes who don't give a fuck, sees this, and realizes that she could have had someone who actually gave a damn about her..

Fuck love, fuck relationships, fuck this, that, everything else. Love doesn't exist for this individual anymore..

You know how much it hurts to see someone you're absolutely smitten with flirting with someone else? I hurt :-(

And.....

I think it's been confirmed.... Fuckity fuck fuck FUCK!!!!! I honestly think I'm gonna be a bachelor all my life... No love of my life, no little me or female me, just loneliness... All I need are my 20 cats..

:(

I have the feeling she doesn't want me the way I want her.... :'(

Am I alright?

You ask if your bestie's alright.  I told you I was.  I lied.  I'm not alright.  I'm very not alright.